More Than This

The bonds are worn away

The anger sleeps, the world is grey

Can I sense what I never felt

Or did I become too callous instead

So I’m waiting for the day

I threw your promises away

Now I lie amidst the shards

Trying not to hurt myself too hard

When I went through walls of glass

Invisible, but tough to pass

I never questioned the injuries

I don’t want to wait for the reprise

I doubt the more I ask

These stains and marks will always last

And I welcome my desire

To drop the things I once admired

And when I turned my back on you

I thought I’m wrong, but that’s not true

I’ll deal with the disease to remember everything

The truth is plain when thoughts are in vein

I hate to compromise, well, I want more than this

The fury has vented, another end in sight

But I want more than this

And if I fall the world’s too small

But really, I want more than this

Your purity, a velvet sea

Your eyes are blinding me