Voidgazer

I spilled some water over my medicine

And watched they dissolve as they fell in

Melting within my veins

Through all the crying held by my loneliness

Its been a year I've tried to stop to cut myself but when the day

Shines off my thighs glow in red trying to stop the blood to shed

And the walls crave marks of my pityful head

I couldn't stop myself from trying to feel something

Its an endless cycle of shame and pain

Desesparte to feel the humanity in vain

Holding up to what would never come true

I feel so scared of going through

The life and death funeral of my voice

That trembles in the silent of the void

That grows inside of me

Bigger than everything that I could be

When everything fades away I'll stare at the emptiness that I've created

And see how beautiful is the nothingness fading out all the pain

And could keep out of the floor what isn't alive anymore

I was born the from the Sun and the hatred that burnt my flesh

And fulfilled the void that I gaze lefting my skin with only regrets

That made me realize I am the battle that rushes inside of me

I'm the blood and I'm the death, and how I wish that I was dead

How I wish I6 was torn apart from every fear that built me