Soror Sui Excidium

"Step into my thought, blades sharp and long !"

While I dared to gaze inside myself

and caught a glimpse of what...

yes, perform your own destruction

and I feel the same delight

share the wish to die.

Spiritualized this "Death is a mental state".

still anguish is his name.

Fill me up with your chill,

alone in my emptiness,

gratefully I'll receive your pain.

Unworthy to some light

I long to embrace you fire.

I'll be the tomb where you spread your seed

and along with your blosson I shall expire...

Leave me alone, can't you leave me alone,

the unclean presence of flesh,

I just cannot bear !

A ballet, well balanced, between pain and foregiveness

it won't collide and if I'm crushed by

I do not care,

I do no longer care...

No-one will ever recognize my fall

and if someone accidentially did,

he wouldn't waste a thought,

No, would not spare a single thought.

I cannot think of a reason why I should remain,

only their "faces" might alter

but my desperation will stay the same...

(it even increases with time...)

The barriers of the gate have simply

desoved within my tears,

the Lord of the Dark Side though shapeless,

he waits for my...

"Behold, my beloved, I'll always belong to thee".

I died for you, for you I'll die,

together in a realm of the infinite night,

I died for you, and for you I will die,

blessed be those that dwell in your light...

Hand in hand in hand in hand,

lifeless I can finally understand

Embraced to intimately,

beloved Sister of Selfdestruction.

YOU ARE INSIDE OF ME...