Kidding Ourselves

And I, I wanted to tear down the curtain

To let, let in some natural light

Wake up and open one eye

Wait for the window to crack at me, alone

and I, I wanted to curl up beside you

and die, at least for an hour or more

Depending on how you react

Depending on how you respond to me

I'll stick around

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves

So what do you want from me

Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right

Cause i can leave home

we're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for

cause even with a fast car and a cellphone i wont leave cause i'd be alone

So tonight lets be as bold as we want to

and drink, drink till we fall down the steps

Remember how that made us laugh

Remember how all that we did was laugh

and cry

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves

So what do you want from me

Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right

Cause i can leave home

We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for

Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave cause i'd be alone

I'm lucky to find cardboard in an allweyway that i can call home

So tonight lets be as bold as we want to

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves

So what do you want from me

Cause as long as theres a payphone and a taxi cab I'm all right

Cause i can leave home

We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves so what are you waiting for

Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave cause i'd be alone

I'm lucky to find cardboard in an allweyway that i can call home

So don't take your eyes off me and don't luck away, I won't be alone

I'm home