Eventually

I wanted to leave

But it's difficult with hands around my neck

It's harder to sleep

When you always keep me up inside my head

I wanna believe

That everything will work out for the best

But honestly

Wishful thinking what the fuck did I expect?

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by

But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes

Started running from what made me paranoid

Eventually it caught up to me

Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid

Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent

And all those things I never said

I call to arms that I resent

Eventually it caught up to me

I'm starting to see

No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet

I'm grinding my teeth

While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by

Been hanging by a moment now I think that it's time

Started running from what made me paranoid

Eventually it caught up to me

Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid

Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent

And all those things I never said

Call to arms that I resent

Eventually it caught up to me

(Eventually it caught up to me)

I can’t imitate at any cost

But I can ride it ’till the wheels fall off

Wanna breakaway from me, let’s get lost

So lost

I can’t imitate at any cost

But I can ride it ’till the wheels fall off

Wanna breakaway from me, let’s get lost

So lost

Well the nights grow longer as the days roll by

But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes

Started running from what made me paranoid

Eventually it caught up to me

Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid

Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent

And all those things I never said

I call to arms that I resent

Eventually it caught up to me

Eventually it caught up to me

Eventually it caught up to me