One Million Dimes

Look

Everything I say up in my songs

I swear to God it’s true

I put it on my three kids

That they die in front of you

Listen up

This is nothing that I want to brag about

I did a lot of dirt

When I was young I cannot talk about

I use to shoot my gun for no reason

We coulda talked it out

It ain’t about being the hardest

It’s about being the smartest

It’s not about conducting violence

It’s about moving in silence

Do what you got to do

Just make sure your kids is always smiling

Instead of buying diamonds

I rather buy them some presents

I use to dwell on my pass

But now I live in the present

I got to persevere

I got demons up in here

I don’t even talk to myself no more

Cuz I know they here

Everything that I say

And they move with me throughout the day

God I need you now come brighten up my day

Please show me the light

Cuz all I see is the dark

Forgive me father for I have sinned

And this is coming right from the heart

I must have sold a million dimes

I was selling drugs all the time

And I’m sorry mamma

For the pain you went through

I’m sorry

I promise

What I did was for you

Look

Look

I never want to see my kids

Sell a drug

And that’s for sure

It’s a horrible feeling

When dea is at your door

They point a gun at you and your wife

And put your kids on the floor

I don’t know no other way

I cannot be scrubbing floors

Before I get a job I rather get a gun

And rob a store

I’m tired of committing crimes

Man this shit is getting old

I got a lot of beef in the streets

I’m just gon let it go

But if they try to take my life

I swear to God I’ll let it blow

Imma flea the scene

And make it look like someone

Robbed your blow

When it come to drugs and to murder

It’s gonna be case closed

But fuck the bullshit

I’ll empty out this full clip

I drive away like it ain’t shit

And then I smoke a full zip

Mamma I know I made you mad

I know that actions that I made

In my life made you sad

I just wanted to pay your bills

I just wanted to pay your car

I just wanted to have you feeling like you

Was a super star

And that’s what you are

Do not let them tell you different

When they use to talk bad about your son

You would say he different

But mamma

You my mamma forever

I’m your son forever

You got my heart forever

I’m gon love you forever

I got your back

You got mine

And that’s a fact mamma

And imma tell you again

I’m sorry for the drama

I must have sold a million dimes

I was selling drugs all the time

And I’m sorry mamma

For the pain you went through

I’m sorry

I promise

What I did was for you