Invisible Darkness

Solitude is my sanctuary,

I'm extremist like a chess pawn,

Yet as commanding as the fiery death.

Cycling westwardly; unceasing,

Deaf to cries from unfortunates,

Ignorant to have been motionless.

I leave in my morbid path,

Only what i cannot take advantage of,

Gaining as synthesis overlaps,

Digesting and excreting.

Lightening the burden i carry,

By disposing the self-judged worthless.

Oh what horrible damnation should await me,

But as i walk through the valley of darkness, i fear not,

I lead the shepherd through this peaceful home,

Please condemn me with divinely inspired,

Foolishly immortal values,

So i can rear my head in laughter,

As i transcend from your level of existence.

You will never understand my torment,

This tearing pain that i feel,

To be a part of two worlds,

This solitude in servitude is so real,

My weakness you have created,

By keeping me trapped under your dark lies,

I hate you, i love you, i lust to be rid of you,

In this death to be called my new life.

Confused i will search on forever,

To seek out new answers and friends,

In the hopes that i might find someone like me,

And bring my loneliness to an end