Now That You're All Alone

Gary was a hella fella to the girls a dream sella

Always had the hot ones with him riding shotgun

Handsome and athletic called him Mr. Go get it

Big man on campus he was second to none

Three sport star fame everybody knew his name

Kid had Kobe game the boy was sick

Could write his own ticket to any college he wanted to

A blue chip recruit he knew he was the shit

Drunk on the limelight never had his mind right

Only concerned with women Kush and clothes

Started looking for a better high to get by

Next it was the blow going up in his nose

Scholarships disappeared friends they were outta there

No calls answered they were never at home

Turned into a Crack head robbing other Crack heads

Shot by a Crack head dead and gone

There's no one you can blame for all of your frustrations

The walls you've built, the bridges that you've burned

Nothing seems to change despite your best intentions

Where will you go, now that you're all alone

Right now I feel like I'm all alone

Like Will Smith in that movie everybody's gone

I use to be so big cause I was full of myself

Now I fight to keep control of my mental health

I tuned out the world and put them all on mute

My mental hard drives corrupted and I need to re-boot

Contemplating how to get more loot

I purge myself before I loose it and I start to shoot

Seems like I've lost my way

Can't make it through the day

Stressed and depressed I'm so self loathing

Lost it I must confess feels like I can't progress

Their use to be a time when I was ballin and rollin

Now I've gotta an attitude

Crass and I'm extra rude

Dreaming of the days when my pockets were swollen

Now I'm in a corner man

Stuck with out a proper plan

Feeling like my life and my souls been stolen

Angie you were so pretty, classy, cute and witty

With an edge but nothing close to saditty

I think about you from time to time

And I always smile when you cross my mind

Wish I could see your face

To tell you there's a special place

In my heart love you'll always be a part of

The times we had as friends

I never thought would end

But I know one day love I'll see your smiling face again

You were married to a cat that was over bearing

When you saw me barely spoke

Could it be you feared him

As you passed by I could see it in your pretty eyes

Wanted to stop and talk nervously you said hi

Did he change a heart that was real and true

Mentally and Physically Angie was he stressing you

Gave him a precious child

You were a precious wife

How in the Hell could that dude take your precious life