Uncoloured World Dying

I'll never see my reflected image

In this dirty insincere world of mirrors

Without passions without colours

Controlled or ignored

I wonder which face has been painted on my soul

It's a dull image lacking of clearness

And I don't want to understand it...

But I've got the truth in my mind...just now

After colouring my days with your blood

This world will be white again tomorrow

There's no reason to keep on bleeding

I'm fading away in a uncoloured world dying

Crouched between the numbness and silence

Deep inside my madness

Where people delude themselves

Painting their face with a pale smile

And in my mind

I discover joy

Colouring my world

I won't be able to feel joy like in my dreams

In this daily indifference

I'm sitting alone and helpless

Looking at my future collapsing inside

I can only reach my sweet prison after

Nothing would change out there

But I can't break this life

I can't break this life

Made of fragments of lies

Silence burn me inside

Why?

But I've got the truth in my mind...just now

I'm dissolving my time

Waiting for the end

Colouring my world

I cannot to wait for next end's embrace

Looking to a sky without light

Into a self-hollow of oblivion

A place so black

Where the future is so unclean

Full of shades of grey

I won't be able to escape if I want to

Choosing the conscious way

If this world can get well

My emotions will be forever contaminated

And my darkest despair may rise inside

In every minute nobody can heal me

And I'll die before understand it