Can't Stop

There's a place I try to go, so far from here

I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear

I look around in my own way

But what I see I never, never really know

I wander 'round until I feel it coming on

And then it's, it's time to go

I don't want to be here falling out of place

Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my space

And then you make me open my eyes and come back

All I wanted was some time, some time to think, that's all I needed

I would have been okay with just a little time

My time not your time, you never have time

I want to know I tried

You're probably here right now waiting

Waiting for that moment to ambush me

Swallow my hopes, crush my confidence

Pull me down, pull me down lower than you ever have before

Just see if you grab my heart and rip it out

And then you chew on and spit it out

Throw it over the ground and stomp all over it

Laughing, laughing hysterically, tellin' me to do something

Knowing that I won't, knowing that I can't

Knowing that you're me and I'm you

And I can never hate you as much as you hate me

Knowing the weaker I get, the stronger you are

Knowing how weak I am, knowing how strong you are

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me

Now you got them running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me

I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say

I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day

It scares me, why does it dare me?

You know it ain't a fair fight

Rain overtakes me, it tries to break me

You know that something ain't right

Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me

Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me, set my body free

They don't make no seatbelt for the mind

So I can't fasten up for this ride

Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions

Not right, can't fight, can't stop the runaway emotions

Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions

Hypnotized, paralyzed, can't stop the runaway emotions

I was scared, I am scared

I know that but I'm not afraid doing at it

She being scared that don't bother me

It's just a feeling, I can do with that

I know what it is, that's what I don't know

What I can't feel that's what bothers me

That's what really scares me

See right now I'm scared, really scared

'Cause I can feel it, emotionally paralyzed, light headed

Like you know when you got a pass out, actually I wish I would

You know kind of like when you gotta sneeze, the relief it brings

Just waiting, waiting for something to happen

Waiting for that moment to renew a [?]

See the moment takes you nowhere

Know what's realm, right now, no one's with you, right?

Know what, it's what you bring to me

Know it's like an itch that I can't scratch, like an itch in the brain

Knowing your body figure out a way to scratch it, just itches more

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me

Now you got them running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me

I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency

I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally

So much lying, too much denying

It's time to face the facts

You can't help me, these cards will deal me

They are the final acts

Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me

Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running

The runaway emotions in me, set my body free

Oh no, you really done it this time

Can't stop the runaway emotions

Can't stop the runaway emotions

Can't stop the runaway emotions

Can't stop the runaway emotions

There's a place I try to go, so far from here

I close my eyes but I can't, can't disappear