September Gave Us Awkwardness, October Gave Me Not

Thousand twinkling lights in a september night sky

Makes a heart filled with void

Remembers the aching of a loss, five years ago.

And there you stood,

Just like a picture it seemed to me.

And there you stood,

The wind had gripped your pail hair and also caught my heart.

And everything i didn't say echoes forever.

You never saw how much you hurt me i guess.

But then again,

Thousand twinkling lights in an october night sky

Makes my heart slowly wander

And stumbles across the aching of a loss, two years ago.

And the words as follow:

"i can't help that i still miss those nights we spent speaking in silence"

I've been waiting so long for a moment,

When i don't feel this way.

I've been waiting for a moment,

When i no longer feel trapped inside this hollow body,

When i'm at ease.

All this years i've told myself to wait fot it.

Maybe i feel better if i just wait for it.

Whenever you're around

I shut my eyes and wait for it.

I hope and wait,

I just wait for it.

But what if the moment never comes?

Will i be left with all my thoughts?

What if i never can let go?

Will i ever get over you?

Will i ever?