Fix My Heart

Lord fix my eyes to You, I only see You

Lord fix my heart to You, I only want You

Lord fix my eyes to You, I only see You

Lord fix my heart to You, I only want You

I’m finding that my best ain’t good enough

So I try to be better than I ever been

But the elephant in the room is

My best attempt at being adequate is arrogance

I didn’t seek God cause the heart in me

Honestly thought that I can handle this

I didn’t read the signs of the marquee that a heart this dark can

Never handle being narcissistic, heart sadistic

Thoughts and wishes that deserve torture in this dark and wicked

And perverse hearts of men that walk as princes fight against Your awesome Spirit Lord

Battle for my soul and I’m losing it, grabbin’ for control and I’m losing it

Everything about me broke so my heart I need You to fix

Lord fix my eyes to You, I only see You

Lord fix my heart to You, I only want You

Lord fix my eyes to You, I only see You

Lord fix my heart to You, I only want You

Lord, I’m desperate, I’m hopeless, I’m helpless, my heart so sick

And hell is my prognosis, I’mma fail this if God don’t fix

I’m depending on You my God, I know my sin nature would oppose this

I’mma stay drownin’ with no lifeguard, sin anchor tryna takin' down a whole ship

Jesus! I’m leanin’ on no other name, stay grindin’ even though I suffer pain

I’mma win some, I’mma lose some, but I’mma live to fight another day

Life ain’t got no pretty bow I know that I’mma fall down

Ain’t that what McClurkin said, but I ain’t a saint through my own power

Just a sinner who dun found his worth up in the perfect lamb

Because He lives though I can face tomorrow only those God has set free can repeat

The heart within and death has been swallowed, Holy Ghost got that flesh eating disease

Mya Desiree or my desires won’t retire but I know that I can win the war

My assurance is in the resurrection of Jesus, I fight sin daily knowing that He already beat it

Lord fix my eyes to You, I only see You

Lord fix my heart to You, I only want You

And I be finding further frustrations in the fact my flesh problems

Aren’t fixed in 20 minutes or less, yes

So far from sitcoms where mom is so silly and dad is so stupid

And every major life lesson ends with hugs and laugh tracks

Precocious little sisters hit you with a zinger, no

No Zack and Cody, Hey Jessie, Good Luck Charlie

Sometimes Corey don’t get Topanga

And this boy met the world and loved it a little too much

I was breaking bad but my theories big bangin with mad men

And when the season ends and my house of cards came crashin’

And all the desires of my heart led to the walking dead dang

This really ain’t a sprint is it, some of us get lost and come crashing on jagged shores

No neat little bow to tie them problems up right

And every day we pitch our tent one day closer to eternity

So when the storms of life are aimless drifting and hopeless oceans

The anchor of our soul is the same light at the shore

My peace in the troubled sea and I found my true north

The reason for all songs that light beam that pierces the fiercest of London fog

Fix my hear t to you, so when tomorrow come callin’

There will be an all out display of faith in Son of God

I know this life ain’t a movie, it’s life

Lord fix my eyes to You, I only see You

Lord fix my heart to You, I only want You