Sin In Me

What in your head makes you think its okay to treat somebody like this?

I'm asking for a simple phone call

I thought you loved me

I thought you were in love with me

But you don't even love me enough to give me a phone call back?

You're just gonna ignore me like I don't exist?

You're just gonna throw me out like I'm a sleazy piece of meat?

Am I a sleazy piece of meat to you, is that how you view me?

Cuz you weren't acting like I was a piece of meat the other night

I wasn't a sleazy piece of meat then

This is not the way it was supposed to turn out!

I brought death to life, I brought death to life

My indiscretions had me ignoring directions and I left what's right

Now what's left is my life hanging in the balance

Or a web designed for entrapment and I'm petrified while she laughing 'cuz I'm next to die

I'm staring in the devil's eyes

And all that sweet talking disappeared, now this evil is in the mirror

Threatening to wreck my life

Wishing that I never felt enticed

By a feeling that I always felt was mya convincing my mental

This vixen was sinful and I'm innocent though that's just a lie

Shifting the blame

Knowing I'm living in sin and ashamed

Knowing that responsibility claims that I should be pitched in a river of flames

I'm feeling the pain

Crossing the line, no fill in the blank

Cross on my mind, I'm drifting away

Faults on my mind, this guilt is a weight

I'm tempted to pray, but this sin's in the way

Life is a sinema, fighting the sin in my mind

And the villain is crafting the animal feelings inside

This chick is so kindred to kendrick she gifted at killin' the vibe

Drowning now, mya desiree is who I named

But sound it out; my desire, she is who I am

But guess what?

I'm not going away because I'm having your baby!

Yes! I am pregnant with your child!

And if you think ignoring me is going to make me get rid of this child or that I'm just going to disappear into thin air?

You got another thing coming!

I'm having this baby whether you like it or not and your gonna help me raise it!

Because if you think anything else is going to happen I promise, I will kill you

Your gonna help me raise this baby, this is your child!

Enticed by my own lusts, temptation is the curse of men

Then like james 1 told us, conception leads to birth of sin

First that baby's cute and cuddly, then that monster's grotesque

Cuz that sin that used to be lovely is full grown and it's your death, ugghh

Created this monster, screws in yo neck

Frankenstein stays alive and to raise that child will be so deadly

Inside of mya is rosemary's baby

But my only hope is from the grave, rose mary's baby

Prone to wander

Lord I feel it, lord I feel this

Gotta kill this illness

My God, old habits they die hard when I'm tryin' to bruise what my will is

Trynna view what the film is

Starring swoope, that's the villain

Got the script in your word and I'm trying hard not the screw up the lyrics

Temptation's a realities, not something I dreamt half asleep

I need you Jesus, I'm too weak to come up with the strength to battle me, uh

I turn around to see mya and a baby standing right there

Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare

(Alarm clock fading in)

Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare

It was a dream

Huh, it was a dream

Oh Jesus, it was a dream

One, two, three

Lord fix my eyes to you, I only see you

Fix my heart to you, I only want you

Lord you, only you

Fix my heart to you, I only want you