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Existance

Trusting, myself to make the decisions that mean the most.

My body is lying so far off the fucking coast.

Taking a step back to see things from your eyes

It doesn't matter it still leads to my demise.

If I cant have faith in my thoughts

in everything I have been taught

I cant help you,

or myself, thats not something I can do

theres noway I can help you

or myself, thats not something i can do

Take, Take it all from me, i've given so much, when will you see.

Stop, look and listen. to the beating of the human heart.

Maybe one day ill learn to hear the voices in my head out.

Until then, ill keep floating until your voice brings me to a stop.

I thought the ghosts in my head were finally dead, i thought the words kept inside were finally at rest.

I want to have faith in something more than this, faith in the voices that prove I exist.

I exist, do I exist?

I thought the ghosts in my head were finally dead,

I thought the words kept inside were finally at rest

Constricting, on my thoughts. why is this happening, where is the start.

Take my body, take my soul.

Take it all from me

Take, take it all from me, i've given so much, when will you see

I will continue to persist, Show me, that i exist.

(these voices in my head are tearing me to shreds)

I JUST WANT TO FUCKING EXIST.

Prove to me, I have control. over what I do, am I just taking a cue?

Whats this life worth, if I can't decipher what i mean in the fucking scheme.

Take, take it all from me, i've given so much, when will you see