Part Of Me

I can run and you will follow

You will trace me here and shape my way

But after all, now I can see

You're not my source, just part of me

One heartbeat all too human

Now I sense it to the core

No one's here with whom to share it

So I face it all alone

I tried to seek, but could not find

All my life, and I swear

Ceaselessly I tried

Yes, I believed, it made me fly

All my life, but now I feel

I can grieve and you will follow

Why do you befall and torment me?

How should it soothe, now that I see

You're not my source, just part of me?

When I lived without a heart

Without pain, but with my mark

Still this purpose lies in memory

It's buried deep

But still part of me!

Now that I feel it brings a rage to me

Now that I feel it clouds my mind

Senses arouse illogicality, fire in me!

Now that I feel, what is the code

That once defined me?

Now that I feel, what is my goal?

Nothing for real

You're not the one you're meant to be!

Part of me, just part of me!

I can feel that's why you follow, not always perishing

But even warm sometimes

And after all, now I can see

Though not my source, you're part of me

One heartbeat all too human

Now I sense it to the core

No one's here with whom to share it

So I face it all alone