Blue Birthday

I wanted to show you my heart which I haven't been able to show yet.

Although you probably think lightly of me as just a comfortable friend.

But actually, since a long time ago, I began to love you,

And I want to say it now, I want to tell you.

With a baby's breath(flower), that resembles you, held close to myheart,

I went to your house secretly late at night.

I leaned in front of your window, where the lights were out, and stayed for while

and now, weakly, I am coming back after having left the flower by our window.

With your birthday flowers in my hands, I wanted to tell you I love you.

Even though much times passes, I will give you anything with all my heart.

So that birthday card I couldn't give you doesn't become wet with dew,

please look at me, so that I will be able to be by your side awlays.

Right now, you're probably somewhere having a birthday party.

All day I prepared so many things and went looking for you.

I wanted to spend your birthday with you, but I passed by you and decided against it.

But please wait just a little more, for soon you will know my heart.

Although I am always lacking things, please know my true heart.

You're not going to know, how much you mean to me and how much I love you.

With your birthday flowers in my hands, I wanted to tell you I love you.

Even though much times passes, I will give you anything with all my heart.

So that birthday card I couldn't give you doesn't become wet with dew,

please look at me, so that I will be able to be by your side awlays.

Today although I am walking around lonley, just you wait.

Next year with just you and me we are going to have a great brithday party.