No One Should Read This

Yikes!

No one should read this

But it must be said

I'm not a big man, no big thoughts, no reruns

I was kept like a sponge in a box, and a corner was split

That is what it's like to die

So I choked in a puddle of my pain until I soaked up all the red

Then, I traced the outer line

-Seduced to birth out a divide

So if you need a reason to hate, look up to me

And maybe someday, you'll find it

And if you need a reason to murder, look up to me

And maybe someday, I'll help you out, bitch

This elixir ought to be packed under a swamp in Cancun

And locked up swallowed by a crocodile

Miles from civilization

I make shit (mix it up) up all the time

Like to levitate truth in my mind

Like to make you root against me

You can't trust the judgment

Of the simple-minded criminal that's me

Never meant to say it out loud

Yikes!

But if you need a reason to hate, look up to me

And maybe someday, you'll find it

And if you need a reason to murder, look up to me

And maybe someday, I'll help you out

Maybe someday, you'll find the pitfall

Fell down a concrete staircase until she broke her spine

And some may call me a hero, but I've been jaded

‘Cause I know

Ever since then, I had been her pet

She don't think it be like that

But it do

And that's a cold fact

Gelid, like a winter cheek

Well, things ain't what they used to be

She got gone

And that's something that I can't forgive

I can't forgive that

There is no compromise

No one should ever know just how tight it tugged