Technology

I'm trying to focus on what's real in my life

In my moments of perception, you can see it in my eyes

It's a battle that rages, that tears me from the seams

I don't remember what I've even sacrificed for these dreams

I never get to sleep cuz the game plays for keeps

I've never been one to wait or to just sit in my seat

I gotta keep that fire alive, keep my spirit here from dyin'

And what's up God? Why ain't you helpin' when I'm tryin'

I'm cursed with a gift that I can't seem to function without

But this lack of paper has me living with so much doubt

Music has been my life & I should be so fuckin high

But most of the time, I feel like I just wanna die

No ones believed in me, so how do I believe in myself?

Dat's why sometimes I want to put this shit right on a shelf

Wanna finish this race, put an end to the chase

Never look back, but in my soul all I hear is bass (wit dat)

I try to live by my hustle with the gifts I was given

Many think in this shit, its a rockstar livin'

Many of you know me and some just think you do

Many are inspired by the words and many are fools

My philosophy, I got nothing for this industry

If you want to be free, thats how it should always be

Never ever let these crooked cats take a dime

You need to get yours, like I'm out here getting mine

A legend is the finished product of the under rated

But be careful cuz in this shit, it'll leave ya jaded

Todays' next big thing is just yesterday's news

That's why I don't want to stand in no ones shoes

Fuck with these beats to manifest destiny

Individuality, fuck mediocrity

Be my own man with my own identity

With my own style, yea, that's how it should be (ya heard me?)

This is how it is with the hands I was dealt

And I know I shouldn't be so hard on my fuckin' self

But dat shits hard when all you've ever known is pain

And almost every person in your life has been about games

I may be enlightened, but that doesn't mean I'm a fool

Some sucka that knows no better or is used as a tool

Dont ever think I'm a bitch cuz I wont play your game

You just mad cuz you cant make me say your name

Life aint eazy, got get it how ya live

Gotta know when to take, yea, gotta know when to give

Don't ever let your ego take what's comin' to you

Don't expect others to always be about truth

You're the only one who will watch your back man

And you're the only one ya gotta keep on track man

So keep yo shit pumpin' pimp, keep it on the move

This is how I rock dirty, so what you wanna do? (wit dat)