This Life

[1st Verse]

I used to be the ideal nigga

Preppy like Hilfiger

Pretty vill nigga

But wanted to make my dollar bill bigger

Turned into a field nigga

Not pickin' cotton

But pickin' up mics and rockin'

Recoppin' so I can feel richer

So I started drinkin' real liquor

Send me a groupie

And I will stick her real quick

The dilsnick it will hit her ex pills

I can feel nigga best deals

you can get the steal

If you ill I'm concealed with a

Technina millameter by my side

God used to guide me Lucifer beside me

Evil was lively trippin' with wifey

Never was treatin' her nicely

What this music got me into

This is the message Imma send to

God the evil shit I've been through

Lettin' me really know what sin do

Listen cuz the hurt cut me deep like a ginsu

[Chorus]

This life

Caught up in the fame

In the end will I forever

Burn in the flame

This life

I live in the rain

I'm an angel but the devil's

Possessing my brain

[repeat 2x]

[2nd Verse]

This life

Full of money bitches weed and riches

Kansas City niggas grind it

Cook it up in the kitchen

Pay attention to the corner nigga

Roguish and rugged

Nigga fuck it it's a must

I conceal it and tuck it

This life

Can make a nigga murder for nothin'

This life

For the money have you fakin' and frontin'

This life

Can make a nigga take a deal with the devil

This life

Got me rippin' up shit in my kennel

Ya see I live in the rain

Laugh at the storm

And mastered the pawn

Bringin' war at the crack of the dawn

Tottin' the bomb

A nigga with a third eye vision

Like a malachi blowin' smoke in the sky

See the world through the eyes of a real nigga

Look into my eyes

You can tell I'm a rider

More shows more clothes

More hoes more dough

And no foes yo

[Chorus]

This life

Caught up in the fame

In the end will I forever

Burn in the flame

This life

I live in the rain

I'm an angel but the devil's

Possessing my brain

[repeat 2x]

[3rd Verse]

Some times I wonder

How did I survive

With all this drama in front of me

Poppa went out like a bitch

For runnin' from me

Though momma never lied

She cried

Seen me sittin' in prison

Servin' a sentence

With bad intentions

Still no repentance

I'm heart broken while chokin'

On a joint dipped in water

And high hopin' the future's wide open

For my daughter my eyes are open

To all animosity constantly

Falling quickly the devil calls it

A blessing to cross Nitty

Lessons are taught quickly

Hell my pride will die with me

Then to repeat back

To the penitentiary visit me

Hell bound coffin dwellin'

Before a life in the cell yelllin'

Now free me

I'm in desperate need immediately

Truthfully speakin'

My life from night to day

24 hours I fight

Despite this hell to pay

Can't wait to see the day

When my adventures begin

With this here life of sin

I'm all in

[Chorus]

This life

Caught up in the fame

In the end will I forever

Burn in the flame

This life

I live in the rain

I'm an angel but the devil's

Possessing my brain

Is it heaven or hell

I really can't tell

It half cupid half relic

My life is anghellic

So I dance with the devils

And I fly with the angel

And I stand on a level

Where mind is so tangled