Seeds Of Black

Everything i thought was real

Every dream, every feeling cold

All the ghosts i tried to run from

All the storms rusting into me

. . . so tell me how to feel

Now that you aren't real

There's nothing to reveal

I ran on glass, broke my bones so i could find you

I cut myself to be around you

And when i bled, you disappeared

Just like you knew i always feared

I closed my eyes, and climbed on you so i could breathe

I hung my noose around your tree

Suffered addiction to the air around you

Now my whole world exists without you

I was a son, i was an angel falling from heaven

I was a slave to your oppression

The prophets never spoke of reasons

For me or for my bitter freedom

You spit on me, filled my dirt with seeds of black

As i carved your name across my back

Burned out my eyes into your sun

Oh, can't you see now what you've done to me?

If i close my eyes, will this all go away?

If i take your pill, will it all fade away?

If i wake myself, will my darkness peel?

I can't sleep away because nothing is real.

If i close my eyes, will this all go away?

If i take your pill, will it all fade away?

If i wake myself, will my darkness peel?

I can't sleep, nothing left is real.

There's nothing left to feel

Nothing left is real

There's nothing left to feel

So tell me how to feel