Fatal Flaw Attractions

I'm not sure if this is love

Too much free time; too many drugs

And parking cars in alley ways

To kill all the pain

Wake up calls at 4 a.m.

To find a fix, maybe a friend

Just somebody to listen when

You don't quite make sense

Waiting rooms, hospital beds

The smell of this place gets in your head

And reeks of a life much shorter than

You once imagined

I watch their eyes cut through my bones

I pray to God to save my soul

Watch my regrets rise up like ghosts

I buried them so long ago

Fatal flaw attractions

Some kind of chemical reaction

I'm starting over backwards

I'm starting over backwards

All the things I used to have

Cigarette smoke, white pills and cash

The purity it never lasts

I keep forgetting

And all those friends who knew my name

They weren't my friends, they were my chains

It's a narrow road, there's no debate

But my crooked head won't stand up straight

Fatal flaw attractions

Some kind of chemical reaction

I'm starting over backwards

It's the only way I know how

I'm starting over backwards

It's the only way I know how

All around me, all around me

I watch everything disappear into itself.

All around me, all around me

It's amnesia; I feel it already

Fatal flaw attractions

Some kind of chemical reaction

I'm starting over backwards

It's the only way I know how

I'm starting over backwards

It's the only way I know how