Don't Save Me

They say that I can't buy happiness

Then why the fuck did I pay for this pill?

If I'm absorbed in my recklessness

Why the hell don't I feel a single thrill?

And you can say what you wanna about the things I do

But I've never been one to, to push my judgement on you

I'm just looking for the next lift up

A couple hours to forget my sins, and my bad luck

I've never been one to use

All the things that I once viewed as the easy way out

Now I open my mouth and commit this sad abuse

Don't you save me now

Cause my life doesn't hurt

And these drugs are how

You can't save me now cause my life is fucked up

And these drugs are how

Please save me now

Cause my body's in need

But my brain won't allow

Checking my pulse make sure that I'm still alive

I haven't felt pain in quite some time

Just to think I was afraid of the weight

My actions would put on display

There's nothing left that I can say

That would relate to a person living for the next day

Don't you save me now

Cause I've just now figured out

Just how much I can take

Without going down

I've never been one to use

All the things that I once viewed as the easy way out

Now I open my mouth and commit this sad abuse

Don't you save me now

Cause my life doesn't hurt

And these drugs are how

You can't save me now cause my life is fucked up

And these drugs are how

Please save me now

Cause my body's in need

But my brain won't allow

Yeah you can't save me now

You can't save me now

I know of something that can turn your problems into nothing

I know of many things that turn dead thoughts into something

I've never been one to use

All the things that I once viewed as the easy way out

Now I open my mouth and commit this sad abuse

Don't you save me now

Cause my life doesn't hurt

And these drugs are how

You can't save me now cause my life is fucked up

And these drugs are how

Please save me now

Cause my body's in need

But my brain won't allow