Funeral Wedding

I used to walk alone,

but that was long time ago.

Look at me now, standing here so proud,

my shadow kissing your walls.

I have come to you, so you could see.

I shall wash your blind eyes.

In this empty room of dying faces the distance shatters.

The distance shatters.

So beautiful you are, yet so cold.

As we dance softly, I feel that someone is close.

How I hate myself at these moments.

How I hate to touch you with my hands so cold and lifeless.

Hold me now,

I feel I am fading.

Look at me now,

I am changing.

I wish I had not seen what was placed at the altar.

She was smiling at me, as if she didn´t knew that she was gone.

Already gone.

You were waiting for me in the wedding dress,

by the grave of your parents.

There was this brief moment, a second of silence

that we didn´t speak.

We didn´t speak.