Solus

I'm having bad thoughts again

I'm scared to tell all my friends

Maybe I'll fall asleep at the wheel

And not feel a thing

I'm at a loss, I've got nothing to say

I need something to go my way

Put everything before myself

I'll bite my tongue till the blood fills my mouth

Please tell me I'll be okay alone

I need to know I'll be okay alone

I can feel my voice fade

I can feel the partings

I can feel myself die slow

I'm the only one who knows

All my memories feel so far away

I don't know if anything I think or feel is real

I hope people notice that I've changed

I'm scared they'll only see the ways that I'm the same

Please tell me I'll be okay alone

I need to know I'll be okay alone

I can feel my voice fade

I can feel the partings

I can feel myself die slow

I'm the only one who knows

When will it be over?

Will you take it out of my hands?

I've carried it for so long

Sometimes I think I'm too far gone

I can feel my voice fade

I can feel the partings

I can feel myself die slow

I'm the only one who knows