The Desperate Man & The Deadweight

I watched the light climb through the trees

And realized i've lost that love

I used to be a simple man

But i've been simply wronged

And i don't run run run

No i won't run run run

My eyes burn

But i sit and watch the leaves fall

On a freshly frosted grass

Autumns perfume slowly creeping

She wears "seasons of the dead"

I've been thinking bout a time when i could sleep

And slept while you crept to steal my happiness

For one whole week without an ounce of rest

And i can't help but to wish you blue

Cause it's the one thing you can do

To make my aches suppress

And i don't run run run

No i won't run run run

I'm desperate, i'm hurt, i am lonely

And this void inside just swells

Now although i'm not a violent man

The tendencies appeared

Now i've got skeletons in my closet

I'm gonna bury all where even i can't find em

Somewhere in an unmarked hole

You made this bed i could have died in it

But i dug this grave and you will lie in it

And i curse your unmarred soul

I watched the sun snail cross the sky

Hues shift from blue to grey then gold

Shadows slip and disapear

Horizon swallows my warmth whole

Under the bridge

We walked through the crick

To the foot of your new home

I whispered sweetly softly

"little goth boy with your new blue-black hair you must be destroyed"

I'm dragging your body

Across the wood

All my pains gets dropped into this cold dark earth

Dragging your body

Across the wood

And every shovel i unload is a rebirth

It feels good

It felt good

I feel good

So damn good