Blind Ambition

I can see her, through the white of the snow

That she lined up for me on the mirror

The good ones will pick you up when you're down and out

I miss L.A. like a fever

I miss driving around smoking reefer

Tell my friends that I'll make my way out again

And I don't have to explain myself to them

I don't have to run them through the thought process

Of where my blind ambition stems

They just want to see me for who I am

For who I'm gonna be

So I ask myself, how come I'm so far away from it?

How come the water tastes like wine but I feel so far away from it?

I let the shivers run right down my spine

For a second, yeah, I feel okay from the art I make

But it comes with blood and it takes me away

Can you calm me down yet?

Can you pull me back to the dirt I came out of?

It's what's in my heart again

It's what's in my heart again

It's what's in my heart again

It's what's in my heart again

But it hurts like hell when you know yourself

'Cause I feel too much

God I really wanna love 'cause I'm done with hate

I just need some drugs and a house on the hill

Where the Malibu line is

That's where my time was spent

That's where every drive I ever drive in my mind ends

That's why I'm diggin' here

And after all the parties end with empty hands

I wanna know that I tried it

She said you gotta realize it

And fuckin' fight 'til you're dying

I remember the time spent, and the winds all pushed me home

It's what's in my heart again

It's what's in my heart again

It's what's in my heart again

It's what's in my heart again