Gutter (feat. Whitney Peyton & Courtney LaPlante)

In a bed disguised with roses

You'll find it hard to breathe

Hold your ground in a home of delusion

You'll wish that you could never see

This is the final outcome

Hey

You'll only see me in your dreams

So black it out, it out

You'll only see me in your dreams

So black it out, it out

I am the curse, I am my own disease

I'm self-destructive cause I wanna leave reality

I know I'm weak, I know I'm disgusting

Cut me open, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Deep in a bed that is covered with roses

You'll find it hard to breathe

Deep underground in a home of delusion

You wish that you could never see

You can find me down, find me down, down, down in the gutter

That's where I like to be

Down with the filth, that's where you'll find me

Out of reality

Drag me down in the gutter

Like a knife, cut my life and restrictions

Wrap me up in delusion

Set me free just to feed my addiction

I am the worse, I'm my own enemy

I'm self-loathing and I'm gonna leave the fucking scene

I know I'm weak, I know I'm disgusting

Cut me open, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

I've been trapped in the color of black

Screamed at my demons, now they hollering back

I shudder and laugh, you heard the thunderous crash

Never will I feel the fucking Sun on my back

Cuz I st-start stuttering, I hear em muttering

Now you've gotta dig me out from all the mud again

Straight gutter kid, see the bloody spit

For the fun of it, I slip into the nothingness

That's life though, looking through the eyes of a psycho

One slip and you slip in the treacherous pit

That's what you get when you living on a tightrope

Let it go

Why do I

I've been trapped in the color of black

Feel so weak

Screamed at my demons now they hollering back

I know you

Yo, I've been trapped in the color of black

Will find me

Screamed at my demons now they hollering back

Deep in a bed that is covered with roses

You'll find it hard to breathe

Deep underground in a home of delusion

You wish that you could never see

(You wish you never see)

You can find me down, find me down, down, down in the gutter

That's where I like to be

(Down, down, down, down)

Down with the filth, that's where you'll find me

Out of reality

You can find me down, find me down, down, down in the gutter

That's where I like to be

Down with the filth, that's where you'll find me

At the edge of reality