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This is a method you use to ignore your words. this is the way that i train

Myself never to make light of anyone's concious desicion. it's more than

Discursiveness. i'll keep that in mind for the next time. but this

Psudo-ignorance plee is enough to dismiss any credit that you may have been

Earning back. forensics show signs of uncertainty but can't find a trace of

Remorse. still this pity extracts every word i hold from every other

Friend's mouth. this time there's no cut around eyes that long to dismiss

This as a misunderstanding instead of a misgovernment. after monitors are

Positioned. voices carry through wires and space. if this incident's purpose

Served only to make an example of me, then ask yourself "was it worth it?".

Halfway there. two down, two to go. it's abdication. your remission. guess

It's setting in. guess i've won. if that's what you'd call this

Disparagement. headwind hurts more than said words. windward winds held more

Than hate. halfway there. before i found something wrong. hate held there

Hurts more than you hold onto. hold on as hard as you can. first one to

Break will be the first one to fall. it's far from done. this far from home,

And far from falling. someday i'd like to forget my way home.