Cancer

How routine it feels like

Like I fell through the floor

Crushed by another passing

It's all happened before

Still I'm not pretending

To know every story and every choice

I'm just some voice below

The background noise

I hope that it's cancer

And not something else

'Cause I don't need any more things

I don't wanna talk about

How could I think such a thing?

Who am I to say?

Daily devastation that I can't validate

What's wrong with you?

They'll ask about me

You're done, you're through

Still I'm not pretending

To know every story and every choice

I hope that it's cancer (I hope that it's cancer)

And not something else (and not something else)

'Cause I don't need any more things

I don't wanna talk about (don't wanna talk about it)

I don't need an answer (I don't need an answer)

Care about heaven or hell (about heaven or hell)

I hope that it's cancer

So what does that say about myself? (about myself)

I hope that it's cancer

And not something else

'Cause I don't need any more things

I don't wanna talk about