Winter

Don't know if I'll make it through this winter without you by my side

I waited for you so long while I traveled far and wide

Convinced myself there's no one better, so how can I deny

Your love, it's like a thorn into my side

My friends they understand me better but don't whisper goodnight

I want a lover and a sister, but we know that's not right

You used to listen to my music, I always wondered why

I wish I could pretend you make me try

I want the days to come, I want these sleepless nights to end

I lie here thinking how I lost you to all your stupid friends

You made me feel so foolish for the twenty-second time

Your love might be the last time that I try

Don't know if I'll make it through this winter without you on my own

I waited here for you forever, I can't believe you'd go

I may not have the answers, but I'd rather never know

Your love was such a heavy, heavy blow

Goodnight my love, you seemed so nice 'til I knew you better

Now I can tell you're always thinking twice about what might be better

On the outside, there's no conscience, you're a victim of your cautiousness

You don't try, you just lie there hoping that someone will come to make it right