I Hated

This rooms become my prison

Of dark days and darker nights

A hate growing like a life

I'd never wish an existence for

Am I the reason you're not alive?

And I'm falling to my knees

Have you gone? Have you gone?

I still want to be with you

And if you go, I would go too

I'll find you in a place I never thought true

And see your face as I slipped away

Back to my darkest day

I once had nothing

I once had nothing to lose

The thought that I've torn the smile

From your pale skinned face

I've took your love and I've turned it into hate

And I hate myself for the love I can't show

And I convinced myself

That I will never deserve