Me vs Your Friends

She said can I come over?

She's sitting in my driveway

I didn't want her this time

I didn't want this my way

I wanted yours instead

Whatever makes you happy

I'll fucking go to bed

I can hear your friends laughing

And they are laughing at me

Don't lie to me I know it

They fucking wanna break me

The way their eyes look show it

And I will probably let them

And they'll get what they want

And I will probably help them

They will get what they want

He's lying on my bed

I guess he needs his sleep

I think you lost all of my secrets I couldn't speak

And I keep writing poems. Poems I'll never keep

And she keeps knocking on my door when all I want to do is sleep

She hasn't slept for days

I fucking wonder why

She hasn't slept around

She left to go get high

She said she hates her friends 'cause they call her all night

She's turning off her phone, she's going out tonight

But the notches of your spine are looking sharp tonight

And you think that I won't notice if you mouth the words this time

But I won't pull my punches, I'll use my words to knock your teeth out

One by one and I'll keep count of

All of them. Oh, I'll count all of them

And could you hold your tears back just or another minute

She said she wants her gift back, she said she thought I'd get it

You say you're friends?

Well what's a friend without a secret you'll pretend doesn't matter?

But I have friends, oh I have friends and they all matter

And they all care about me

She don't know what that's like

She says they wanna fight me

I won't come home tonight

But now the table's turned, because I won't fight back

I will just let them hurt me until the world goes black

I think I know what's coming, and I just don't care

I wanna break my glasses, I wanna dye my hair

So that I can go home, and they won't recognize me

And I can't see them clearly and I won't see our eyes meet

But the notches of your spine are looking sharp tonight

And you think that I won't notice if you mouth the words this time

But I won't pull my punches, I'll use my words to knock your teeth out

One by one and I'll keep count of

All of them. Oh, I'll count all of them

You're a gas leak and I'm woodhouse, so we'll both go up in flames

You are running, you keep falling, and you keep saying we are the same

And there is so many eyes, beating down on my bones

You're walking on water, with rocks in your shoes

Just trying to get home

On the count of three, everybody scream (fuck you)

Keeps saying that she might

But I've got friends who disagree

And I've got friends who just won't buy it

And am I boring you?

Cause you seem like you are looking at your phone

Like it's gonna ring

And you could cut my tongue out of my mouth on any given night

And it would not change a thing

But the notches of your spine are looking sharp tonight

And you think that I won't notice if you mouth the words this time

But I won't pull my punches, I'll use my words to knock your teeth out

One by one and I'll keep count of

All of them. Oh, I'll count all of them

Oh, I'll count all of them