Never Accepted

i was pissed as fuck. i was beatin at the gate.

i didnt really care that all they did was stare

at me and push me out again

All i ever wanted was the promised land

need to get out before Babylon burns

when the riots overflow with decadence

my knuckles are white as i grasp the iron bars

i see the fancy houses, money, and cars

I cant get in

and im beatin on Babylon's gate

and they shut me out

and i was never accepted again

i was on my own. i was out in the cold.

i couldnt hold a job but sure could hold a dream

I sought Shangrila at the bottom of a bottle

Distorted through the glass all i got was Babalonia

i stood on the border and screamed for admittance

Resection was my reward for all my persisstance

Frothin at the mouth and chompin at the bit

i refuse to give up and quit

Caught in the crossfire between sin and salvation

tired of dissappointment. tired of devestation

why are you so convinced that you deserve it all?

why am i the one that has to take the fall?

i want to bathe in the light of material perversion

instead im stuck workin for a living

well fuck the easy life, ive waiting too long

i gotta get used to being accepted not at all.