Don't Exist

I wake up and don't understand, what that bad feeling is around

My headache kills, I need some pills before I can find my thoughts

We always moved on side by side

Drank all night and forgot those types

Of sorrows you’re now fearing

I saw this something in your eyes

That something in you slowly dies

You just said: are you kidding?

Why did you stop to stand your ground for your goals

When did you stop to fighting for your soul, our soul

I thought I saw you standing there, but I know you don't exist

I thought I heard your voice again, but I know you don't exist

Every time I close my eyes I wish you were alive

I could kill you, tell me why did you leave me behind

Now I walk this road alone

And feel the whisper in my bones

I have nothing to lose

Tell me, has this day an end

Do I have to give up my friend

What was your excuse

What is it what banished you away from me?

What is that what I have never seen or been

Tell me why did you left me behind

All your lies made me cold as ice