Valentine's Delay

The clock is running on the time again,

I said and I need to feel important

Reaching up I gotta get this of my chest,

They call this a final warning

I'm so tired, but I cannot fall asleep

I'm so hungry, but I cannot bring myself to eat

I'm holding on to what I wanted way back when

The emotions gone, is it the way it should have been

The stories are drawn, do we erase or just fill in

All the blanks that are one, it's a fabricated mission

Calm and quiet like a picture to the vinyl floor

She waits the silk seductress

Does she know I don't wanna stay

I could never say that's its time to move on

I never said, that I wanted to be saved

Pass the shovel here I am to help you dig my own grave

And I cannot wash away this sand, cause im down and and pinned

In a position I never wanted into anyway

All I got to give to get to gain is time

And a little frustration, you set yourself up for this thought she says

It's too late because I'm already finished all the poison

Hey pretty baby I saw that you like to smile

You know that it takes a while, to take some risks

And I don't think that I could ever get another chance like

With a murderous taste upon my lips, never really made much sense

And such a gentle sin is this, made up for time we had spent

Overdue in a place we never knew, and in a place we'd never been

I'd rather be alone and love to be forgotten

(I'd love to be forgotten) [4x]

I never said, that I wanted to be saved

Pass the shovel here I am to help you dig my own grave

And I cannot wash away this sand, cause im down and and pinned

In a position, I never wanted into anyway