Giving Up

you said youre just too good,

translated i understood

"youre childish and immature,

i've seen the world and then some more,

i never meant those words i said,

and youre the fool for eating

what i fed you"

are you sorry now?

i wish i'd given up when

there was no reason why,

but i still had to try and

i pushed too hard and

i heard the words that

clarified your actions and your stay.

i know i said "lets still be friends"

and i meant what i said back then,

but things changed when i realised,

what really went through your mind.

i hope i can still forgive,

but all i'm really sure of is i still care,

but you dont, how is that fair?