Decompose

I awake to shades of grey

Stumbling silhouette just broke the ashtray

Try to remember why you're in my room

The cocaine never lets you sleep

It only supplements the drinking

Did a chemical reaction transform you to this?

I don't know what I'd do

if I ever saw you outside of my nightmares

Down on your knees saying your prayers

The whites in your eyes

Turned to yellow

You're decomposing

Tobacco stained teeth hide behind cracking lips

Makes smiling hard without bleeding

It's spinning out of control

This condition far worse than critical

Pinch myself awake but this is no dream

Wither and die in front of me

There's been a big mistake 'cause that shit you drank

was no love potion

You're trying hard but getting nothing

I won't play a part in this game of you self-destruction

Step outside you're getting nothing