Mind Over Matter

None of my pending questions

Ever go up in smoke

This nightmare turned into reality long ago

Should be the most pleased human being

‘Cuz life embraces me

I found a crack under the surface

Made me doubt

Under the lack of ease

Set new priorities

No self-reflecting time to linger over

New ways to come along

But I’m scared to do it wrong

Puzzle my head over

I know how to get over

Your leading hands are fucking cold!

When you push me in the downward spiral

And I wake up

My planetary feet are loosing ground

Dark shadows of mind and matter

Pull me underground

To the ground

In retrospective view

I was expecting too much

One-sided, narrow-minded

Too proud to hit the kill switch

In time the noise gets louder

Than the voice within me

I raped my tired body on and on and on

I don’t wanna lose my mind

No drunken alibi

My life is tearing up and boiling over

Moments of clarity

Mental vacuity

My head ’s a Tinder box

And I’m ready to explode

Stop playing around with your fucking gun!

Real life is hard to take but underrated

And I wake up

My planetary feet are loosing ground

Dark shadows of mind and matter pull me

Underground

To the ground

I wake up

My planetary feet are loosing ground

My looping thoughts are spinning

And round and round and round

Get off the ground

I wanna bare the roots

If only a moving cause

I wanna feel the sense of purpose

My life has lost

I need to learn again

To hear the voice within me

‘Cuz I love you more than

I would have trusted myself to