Watch it Die

Once again, you say I'm mocking

Pardon me but I'm merely talking

Close my eyes and count the sheep

Lying here where I'm sure to weep

But there's something deep inside that

Makes me wanna think, am I really the weakest link?

There's something in your eyes that seems to let me know

You know a lot more than you wanna show

But deep inside I'm breaking down

I can't take it when you're not around

Makes me sick when you tell a lie

Causing shit as you watch it die

All is stolen, even my own folks are leaving

Not a sound - looks like there's no-one else around

Not a spoken reason, it's not myself I'm pleasing

Look around - seems happiness just can't be found

Here again I've trouble walking

Head down - the laughter is mocking

In this hole I feel the heat

In a place where I'll always weep

But there's something in the sky that

Makes me wanna drink to the point where I cannot think

Something in my mind that seems to let me know

There's only one place where I'm meant to go

I'm still crying in my bed at night

Why do I bother putting up a fight?

Should I crawl into a corner

And let myself explode?

Should I even try to make believe

I have dreams that I can still achieve?

Should I just sit tight and watch it die

Ascending to the sky?

Let myself explode