Conspiracy Of Silence

Do you hear me moaning

In your deepest sleep?

A thin voice haunting

As you get on in years

I do recall how it felt to be kneeling

When I begged you to stop it

And how you were laughing

I can’t forget all the ache and the suffering

The pain I’ve been taking

Such a hard way to learn things

I’ll make you pay for this

I’ll make you bleed for this

But you stand in front of me

And my hands start to shake

I should seek revenge

But I can’t feed the hate

For all my life

Is built on a lie

Price to pay for my silent consent

Do you hear me mourning

In your guilt trip

And feel me trembling

To the crack of the whip

I do recall how it feels to be kneeling

When I begged you to stop it

And how you were laughing

I can’t forget all the ache and the suffering

The pain I’ve been taking

Such a hard way to learn things

I’ll make you pay for this

I’ll make you bleed for this

But you stand in front of me

And my hands start to shake

I should seek revenge

But I can’t feed the hate

For all my life

Is built on a lie

I surrendered to the thought

That I belonged to you

Like I'm the lamb to the wolf

You're my neverhealing sore

My unsatisfying world

The reason of my fall

So bleed as you bled me out

Creep like you made me crawl

Watch me, watch me standing tall

Time to end it all

Now you lay in front of me

And my hands don't shake

I finally took revenge

But I don't feel no hate

For all this life

Is buried in the past

Now