Ready To Go

Feeling black and blue

I've wanted to tell you it's hard to explain

Cover up the truth

With pride cause deep down I know who's to blame

Here we go I don't where to start

Things have been really bad I'm falling apart

I know I've been acting crazy I've been

A shadow of myself lately

I'm tired of my game face

While inside I'm running a different race

I don't want to bring you down with me

I know I haven't asked for help

My pride sits in a jar on the shelf

I can't swallow it or deal with it just now

This bitter taste seems here to stay

If you got time please help me take it away

I know you know me better than myself right now

I've been know to have my shit together

Couldn't be fighting demons they're just too damn clever

Guess who's been acting crazy

I've been nuts I swear this not me

I'm ready ready for something different something more uplifted

I'm ready to go

I'm coming down

Let me come down soft

I need fixing

Before I take back off

Deep down I know

So I'm asking asking for help

I've swallowed my pride took a look at myself

Yeh I want my life I want it back on track

There's still hope now as the taste recedes

I feel stronger now I know what I need

And it's friends like you who always stick around