Distant Dreams

October fell so sweetly

Brought upon a light from you to me

All thoughts and fear, they melt away

Your head on my shoulder, I don’t feel astray

Tongue tied, but I’ll try, in East side, I don’t know why

I have to impress you and to you, I gotta prove

All the things I'm not, all the things you thought

Before you let me go, before you let me go

I sought in hand the feel of your face

Not unlike your smile, there’s no mistake

Up upon the hill, you used to wait

To you I'm just a lark, a jester away

Numbers are falling, up away, I’ll run away

Under the surface, there’s more than I can say

I'm right before your eyes, right before your eyes

Only to watch you go, only to watch you go

Sometimes the feelings creep back in my head

All the things I’ve said, and all the things unsaid

I lost a few of my closest friends

Just to be without you in the end

World wide collapse, city walls in fume

Still all I do, I do think of you

But my love is fraught, and useless in thought

Just emptiness to hold, just emptiness to hold

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My love is one that weighed me down

Though I felt it all, it was placed with doubt

Years flow on by, all lost in stream

And my best days with you, all distant dreams

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My love was one that weighed me down

Though I felt it all it was placed with doubt

Years fall apart all lost in stream

My best days with you, all distant dreams