A Velvet Feel

What you heard of is the truth

Poisonous, the stories you told

I let you go

To gain control

Never get this one thing straight

Emotions left unread

Can't see it, can't feel it

Always worth it

Spare myself from lies

Always worth it

To admit I'm right

Let us think it's growing out

Distance keeps heating it up

Help me, define it

I'm losing focus

Far away

Please come back, lift me up

Help me, define it

Painfully honest

Attention never payed

Lonely and getting sick

Can't see it, can't feel it

Distract, nothing more to expect

You left me stabbed

With empty hands I'm left

Painfully bereft

Nothing more to expect

With empty hands I'm left

Struck by a velvet feel

Not as busy as I pretend to be

A flame that I have thought

Could never lose its warmth

Let us think it's growing out

Distance keeps heating it up

Help me, define it

Painfully honest

Let us think it's growing out

But distance keeps heating it up

Help me, define it

I'm losing focus

No matter what I do pretend

Caught in the act with empty hands

Depression in silence

Help me to fight it

Far away

Please come back, lift me up

Help me define it

Painfully honest