Twins

you were a friend or maybe a twin

i never really could decide

you came to my door, i was on the floor

i couldn't let you up inside

i didn't mean to let you down

and now i know everything that's good is gone

i couldn't explain when i said you're a pain

i never knew another way

all the times that we saw falling down every hall

the better parts have been erased

i tried to make it happen

i tried to do things right

i swallowed two and thought of you

but never saw your sight

i slept away the summer

i dreamt away the days

but the nightmares came when i woke up

and knew you were away