Too Far Gone

I think I’ve been too hard on myself

I know I'm just passing through

I still don't sleep and I don't trust myself

To be the strongest for you

It's all so strange and I don't recognize

Faces of ones I adored

I tried my best to keep moving forward

But there's wounds that can't be ignored

It's too far gone

You know it's true

I still remember the times

We'd pry into the other's ego

And you'd redefine what I thought made me so evil

You're not to blame and it's a shame

I don't feel things how I should

And your distaste to words I say

Leaves us both misunderstood

It kills mе to say

It's too far gone

You know it's true

I've fallеn way too short

My heart's been cold and weary

I'm all so sure, but it's so temporary

Left scars in my skin

And your words they transcend

And these holes run so deep

But I dive in endlessly

Leave my failures on display

I'll drain myself, I'll grow for you

We're too far gone

You know it's true

I've fallen way too short

My heart's been bold and weary

I'm all too sure but it's so temporary

I've opened my arms

Embraced the pain I gave

I meant you no harm

I was so sick when you came

If you need to leave take every fragment from me

When I try to love my failures seep through the seams

Through the seams

We're too far gone

You know it's true

I've fallen way too short

My heart's been cold and weary

I'm all so sure, but it's so temporary