The Hardest Place To Find Me

There's a line upon my face

And a new one that awaits me every morning

And every other line will only signify a road that I never chose

By the time I turned around another day just slips away without warning

And the little things I love will only amplify the little things I know

I took the pages of my life and then I tore that book apart

And on every single line I see the hardest place to find me is in my heart

Decisions that I made, I never saw them all the way to see the ending

But like any other man, I've had the dream where I can see my name in lights

And every word I know are only letters I've never end up sending

And it eats me up alive that every night I can't go down without a fight

I took the pages of my life and then I tore that book apart

And on every single line I see the hardest place to find me is in my heart

Oh, and maybe one day I'm gonna feel it coming and hit me in the night

Like a flashing bolt of lights or a left turn from the right

And maybe one day I'm gonna feel it come and turn me on inside

And then maybe I can start to see this world alive

'Cause everybody always says that they were cool the day, the moment that it hits ya'

And now I'm here to take the hit, I'll leave my number and I'll wait for your response

And one day I'd awake and heaven help me, I'll get the brighter picture

And when that day arrives I hope that I know exactly what I want

'Cause I took the pages of my life and then I tore that book apart

And the hardest place to find me is the place inside my heart

Now I'm looking for the light that's gonna take me from the dark

And now I think I finally realized that home is where it starts