It Never Ends

So at the end of the day

I'll try to pay attention to what you say

But when the night's at an end

I really don't feel like being your friend

I've heard all the things they've said

I know it'll never end

What do you do when your best friends

Are the late night shows and the things you wish she said?

I'm stuck in this never-ending cycle

And I'm drowning in denial of those things I NEVER SAID.

But I know that someday it'll be okay

She doesn't matter anyway you know

But still, I've gotta say that

I think that there's nothing left to lose

I'm surprised we've come this far

I think that there's nothing left to prove

But what can I tell all my friends

When all I got is four chords and a stupid ska band?

So now I think I'm giving up

I know I might as well cause I'll fuck it up and

I know I'll never be what I want

because they always get the better of me

I've been thinking way too much and

I've been drinking way too much and

I've been having so much fun

that I think for a minute I forgot just who I was

Maybe it's all right

Maybe I'm just fine

Maybe it's not what I've said

Maybe it's okay

Maybe there's some way

Maybe it's all in my head.