I Am Nothing

If I was an angel

I'd never leave the ground

Look for anyone to blame

Never anyone around

I'd tattoo my hand

I'd remember not to die

I don't need no back-up plan

I'm just tryna feel alive

It's easy to be unfaithful

Once you've been unfaithful once

I'll forever be ungrateful

You touched my hand for the first time in months

Like it was nothing

I am nothing, I am nothing!

And my life cannot slow down

When we need to pay our bills

I am addicted to American sleeping pills

And every step could be my last

One that snaps me in half

I'm in love with everything

Except for the past

It will eat you alive

We'll both feel good at the time

To feed something in me that I wish would die

If we continue to talk

You will begin to lie

I am addicted to destruction

I'm the queen of the night

I am nothing, I am nothing!

I am nothing, I am nothing!

It's the sugar on the pill

It's the little taste of sweetness

It's the memory of you still

Reminding me of my weakness

It's the way I called your name

The way you got defensive

It's the way I feel the same

Turns out you're apprehensive

When I say

That I'm ok if you look at me that way

I'm ok if you look at me look at me

I'm ok if you look at me that way

I'm ok if you look at me look at me look at me

I am nothing, I am nothing!

I am nothing, I am nothing!