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There’s nothing really wrong with me

I’m just choking almost constantly

There’s nothing really wrong with me

At 14 years old I finally had to say

No and at 14 years old I finally had to let go

And at 14 years old I was basically fully grown

I was 14 years old but still the saddest kid I’ll ever fuckin' know

I don’t really talk about it though

So I’ll pretend that I’m fine

Then proceed to watch my best friend lose her mind

There was nothing I could say or do

And there’s no amount of time that would’ve helped you

Although I tried too

Well there’s nothing really wrong with me

I’m just choking almost constantly

Oh there’s nothing really wrong with me

Well at 19 years old I still had never really been told

That at 19 years old I’m fucking allowed to fucking say no

And at 19 years old there’s only a few ways this could go

I was 19 years old but still not stronger than his hands across my throat

But that’s the way it goes

That’s the way it goes

There’s something really wrong with me

Cause I’m choking almost constantly

Oh there’s something really wrong with me