I Have No Reasons

So ive been writing down everything I see

scribble in the hope of something to achieve

Its not that I see so much, or that im so smart that

I pick up the things that you cant read

And if you say that im inspired

Then you would be a liar cause

Im driven by my apathy with the things laid out in front of me

And its hopeless when I get this way

And inspiration has no other way for me

The fact that I can't pick the words when I, sit down to try,

Defines my life

So I'll just keep trying to relieve, you of your sympathies, and im so sorry

So you think im hot and bothered

And your right I cant recover

But its not what you think

I cant help but write down all my thoughts, its been that way since i heard that

Song so long ago and

If you say that im inspired then

You would be a liar cause

Its just jumbled memories that I regurgitate with such ease

And its hopeless when I get this way

And my pen wont scratch the paper the way I like

It's the therapy that we all need except my diary is for all to read

and if its not for you that's fine by me, just let me be, no apologies

and if you listen you'll hear the sounds of growing up

its restless and confusing but with a little luck

I will take the songs that I hear and pin them on the spinning wheel

Of the tape that rolls in my mind, fragile, in a broken line